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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Normal Day

February 19, 2007 "Normal day, let me be aware of the treasure you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart. Let me not pass you by in quest of some rare and perfect tomorrow." Source Unknown

February 20, 2007 "Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what you could...Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense. This day is all that is good and fair. It is too dear, with its hopes and invitations, to waste a moment on yesterdays."

I read these as I updated my calender of "Inspirational Quotes" and I decided to do my own 'In Other Words' because these quotes just spoke to me.

All too often I am praying 'Lord, let this day go fast!' Or in anticipation of some big event or vacation I'll pray that God would 'let that day come fast!' If I am enduring some uncomfortable or even painful event I'll pray that God would 'just get me through today!'

I struggle just keeping myself grounded in today's today! I struggle accepting that today, the everyday, common, sometimes a bit frustrating or long-lasting today would move on out and make room for hope-filled, inspiring, sun-shiny TOMORROW!

For me it's hardest when anticipating a vacation or an event long-term and struggling not to rush through the days prior to the "Big Events". There is another time when it 'hits me'. It's at my new job.

Each day at my new job has such a huge learning curve. I feel so inadequate much of the time. I feel overwhelmed and unprepared. I don't doubt that I can and WILL learn this job, I just get frustrated that I have so many questions every single day. I try to think about the many questions i have asked AND answered over my years in the workforce and sometimes that helps.

Tuesday was a hard day. It was one full of self-doubt and uncertainty. I came back to work after the long weekend, full of anticipation and such sheer joy...then as I began working on one program I'm really not comfortable with yet, the doubt set in. I felt completely "LOST" in the midst of a meeting I attended as well, not understanding over half of what they were discussing.

I could almost audibly hear the enemy telling me how stupid I was. He was telling me I didn't deserve this job and I would most certainly "mess it up".

So yesterday I flipped the calender again and here is what I found:

February 21, 2007 "God has always used ordinary people to carry out His extraordinary mission."

And I'm holding on to that promise as I face each new day, taking from yesterday only the lessons that I need for today and letting go of the emotion and the 'yucky stuff'.

Lord, be with me today as I set out to learn more. Help me not be discouraged if I don't know everything I need to know today. Help me ask the questions I have without fear. Help me accept redirection and training with a humble, willing heart. Help me be helpful to others and patient and kind as I interact with others. Help me remember this training. And Lord...use me to carry out YOUR work...every day!


Joy M. said...

And Lord, help Kim to retain and recall the information that is presented to her and the direction that is given.


GiBee said...

Allow yourself some grace ... AND a learning curve!

Rachelle said...

Yes, God has not only used "ordinary" people, he has used notably and noticeably "flawed" people. (So that qualifies me big time!) Doesn't it make you feel better when you are reminded of that?

I love your quotes.

Dawn said...

Every job has a language of its own that you have to learn. I know you can do this and do it just great! Good thoughts.

Kev and I have our Chapter 3's up.

Morning Glory said...

Ah Kim, a new job is such a tough thing sometimes. I know that every time I've started a new job, by the end of the first couple weeks I would wonder what in the world I was doing there. Nothing made sense and I was exhausted. But each time, after about two months, the job became mine and the comfort eased in. You'll get there and we'll all be here pulling for you.

May I copy and use your February 20 quote sometime?

kpjara said...

Thanks to each of you wonderful encouragers. I'm looking forward to reading Chapter 3 and Morning Glory...feel free to use the quote. It's a good one!