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Monday, August 27, 2007

Heart Pains

My heart is heavy.

I'm in a pretty major disagreement with my folks about a family issue.

I obviously can't share much, except to say sometimes it's hard to be the fall-guy.

Some days I don't want to be the 'bigger' one.

Some days I want to be immature and not care who I hurt.

Some days I want to be the one that doesn't just walk away, but actually speaks her mind.

Today is not that day.

8 comments:

Aunt Murry said...

i have felt like that on many occasion

Tami Boesiger said...

I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability, Kim. Praying for wisdom for you. . .

Dawn said...

I am sorry. There's nothing more precarious than family dynamics! We're been through a bit of it recently as well. I pray things work out and that nobody gets hurt any more. Blessings!

Sally said...

Just dropped by to say hi, sorry to hear this Kim- many prayers

swandive said...

so know where you are. be who you are, find a place to be brutally honest - with your beloved or with God, and let it all out. the gracious and ungracious, the crass and the crappy. then - give it over to God and let God do what God does best. be well sister. prayers for solice and peace.

Becky Wolfe said...

Somebody always has to be the bigger person. Sometimes it just doesn't seem fair when its you and you have so much you WANT to say. I understand. I hope it gets better/resolved for you soon!

cityfarmer said...

sometimes I just pull away and be silent for a few weeks....I often say things I regret..so shutting up keeps me in line....

Shalee said...

Oh Kim... I'm sorry you're having one of those days. Give it to God and he'll know how best to lead you.