I went back to work today after a two-day hiatus while I was down with strep and a staph infection. It was 'good' to be back, but it also reminds me that this job, while a blessing financially is also a HUGE drain of my energy and creativity. I just feel so 'zapped' by the end of a day.
I don't doubt that God placed me here, but I am beginning to get the urgings for something else. I don't think it's the boredom thing this time...I honestly think it's almost time for something to change in my life...something regarding vocation. Too many days I really do feel like one of the dwarf's, only I'm not singing about my work.
I'm thinking 2009 is going to be a bit more about me and what I was created to do and if that's to supervise a billing & collections department for an insurance company...I'm there...but if it's not...then I'm getting ready!
Life is too short to work somewhere longer than God intended.
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I check frequently, but missed the last two days! It was good to see your comment at Kristen's place. It IS hard to believe it's been a year, isn't it??
I hope that you find something for your time that you truly love.
Blessings as you enter into discernment. Perhaps a spiritual director could help guide your wonderings and wanderings?
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