I feel a bit like 'Ordinary' when he got to Sanctuary and the Dream Giver asked him to hand over his dream...
I'm not even sure if I have a dream anymore.
I think it's just all the emotional upheaval from family stuff, counselling and over-analyzing every single word I say or decision I made. But lately I just feel like I want to run away...from family, work, church, friends, frankly...everything. Except the hubs of course.
I am trying to find the words, but they just won't come. So I'll close this tonight with a prayer.
Father, help me find you in the midst of all this turmoil and uncertainty. Help me hunger for you and your desires for me. Help me to find the dream you gave me, so that I can surrender it back to you and allow you to use it...and use me.
In Jesus name...